The time has arrived finally... we have an ultrasound scheduled for thursday to see if we are ready to move forward with our third IUI.
I'm not not excited but I've not gotten my hopes up either... I feel like I've been here done that and I didn't get my reward so why should I believe I would get it now?
This is our last attempt for the year... I'm tired... we are tired...
I often find myself wondering how much more I can take? Maybe we just aren't supposed to have a baby... but the thought of it angers me more... I don't want to adopt, I want my own or none... I know it's selfish, but unless you are in my shoes you have no right to tell me otherwise. Lots of people live lives wanting what they can't have.
but even with all that being said and all the mixed up feelings I have... I hope it works this time.
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